Why, when I’m light and high

Does the heaviness come and make me cry?

Climbing up from the deepest pit, it takes so long

It makes me sick.

The slide back down to my own hell

It’s so fast.Will I ever be well?

It comes from nowhere

Out of the blue

How much more can I take

If it’s for my own sake?

I feel so alone

Even in my own home

I’m scared and in pain

What is there to gain?

I try so hard to leave it behind

But it’s always there

Strong in my mind.

It’s a chain ’round my soul

Pinning me down.

So tired of this fight.

Why can’t my life

Ever be right?


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